Benevolence And Caves

Benevolence And Caves

“We hope, we despair.” Both are human. It’s the sterile wasteland between them that kills. Also, making a book is a long, complicated process. Writing is merely the first stumbling step. (But that first one’s a lulu.) The most interesting bit of the Random House video for me was hearing the editors talk about how [...]

Anger And Teaching, Part 1

Anger And Teaching, Part 1

ViaMoi / Foter Sometimes people teach you things about yourself. It’s never comfortable, because they show you things you don’t want to see. Frex, I pride myself on observing people. I am rather insufferable in my belief that I can observe and guess, or predict, especially those close to me. It’s one of the things [...]

Screaming In

Screaming In

Aih. / Foter Cake. Presents. Parties. What’s not to love? A lot, actually. But it’s not what you think. I don’t mind getting older. The more of the temporal stream I have tucked under my belt, the better I feel. For one thing, I have my own car and bank account now. Which means I [...]

On Fear, And Altered States

On Fear, And Altered States

Felice Beato / Foter Soldiers; she was a warrior, and the next few minutes would show the difference. –Saber and Shadow You know, I’d really go for hallucinogens if I hadn’t figured out how to jigger my brain chemistry into providing Technicolor narratives almost at will. Oh, sure, there are downsides–for example, dreaming in very [...]

Spring, Just In Case

Spring, Just In Case

Sushicam / Foter Spring Break. That magical week, during which the kids are out of school…and I work, as usual. It’s good having them home. I miss the monsters when they’re at school all day. Plus it’s fun to see them relax and expand into free time, goofing off like kids are supposed to do. [...]

Lucky

Lucky

R Scott Photography /Stock Photos Snow in the middle of March. Across the street, the neighbors have a snowman listing contentedly to the side, a scarf wrapped tightly around his neck. The plum tree out back has just begun to flower, so there are little pink flashes under a blanket of white. Every time the [...]

Dear 2011…

So, 2011. You’re headed out, no time for a chat? That’s okay. *points at chair* Sit down, this won’t take long. You think that’s a request? It’s not. Sit down. Thanks. You were better than 2010 by a long shot, but that’s not really a compliment, is it. 2010 sucked so hard for me, you [...]