A Fire Of Reason
Feb
23
2007

Welcome To The Monkey House

My weekly post at the Midnight Hour is up. It’s ten things I wish someone would have told me before they set me loose as a writer. Yes, I am in a mood. No, it’s not anyone’s fault. I just woke up with a flaming plot bunny rolling around in my head and I need another plot bunny like I need rectal polyps. In other words, not at all.

I’m listening to one Tears For Fears song over and over again. You keep your distance with a system of touch/ And gentle persuasion. I love that line. It speaks to me. And it keeps the plot bunny at bay. Back, foul beast! I will not approach thee until I have finished this book! You may not even have a hundred words of info-dump, for that will mushroom.

I can feel the pressure building. Sparks snap off my fingertips. I am ready to close the circle and finish this bloody book. It’s a feeling of high nerves, like a racehorse just before the gate opens, knowing neither victory nor defeat, only the urge to RUN to beat the devil.

Last night I went with the Selkie, and spent a while roaming Powells on my own while she visited a meeting. I scored a Dylan Thomas and a Duras I didn’t own. I also scored, from A Store That Shall Remain Nameless, a Leadbelly CD for six bucks. Dude. Leadbelly rules.

All right. The gate’s open. The hooves are thundering.

See you soon.

One Response to “Welcome To The Monkey House”

  1. Elise Says:

    Lili, I love reading your posts! I’m currently a grad student in a painting program, and it is SO HARD to let go and let my adolescent, underdeveloped muse start moving around a bit. It’s really been helpful to read about your relationship with your muse, how conflicted and frustrating it can be . . . so it’s not just writers who suffer with you, ocassionaly it’s painters as well.